Could There Be A Hidden Road Where There Is No Visible Path?

Most times life rudely gives one a slap on the face and I have had quite a lot recently. So, I have been home alone for the past 4 days and I just silently wish it will remain that way for a long time, not like am wishing anything bad to happen to anyone because the thing is, I stay with an aunt  and she just recently traveled to God knows where and am not even bothered neither have I picked up my phone to call her.

It's not me being evil or mean but where are supposed
to be adults right? yeah!... and why should I even poke nose because we stay in the same house and she left that morning with her kids only informing me that she is taking them back to school (Her kids school in another town under the care of her mother) I know you will be trying to figure out the kind of hard heart I have got, but that is not so. I actually speak with her kids everyday so I know she is well and in good health, I just don't want to bother her with a call and am silently wishing she stays longer there.

So, my phone beeps to distract my attention from the very interesting TV soap I was seeing, I rush to check to see who has remembered to send me a message (my phone doesn't beep that much) and disappointedly, it was just a Whatsapp message from my University class group chat (A group chat I have vowed not to comment on and not to leave either due to an annoying incident that happened), anyways that's story for another day. So, I check and see that its yet another gossip time for my class members and as usual I read all without commenting but something caught my attention.

One of my classmates back in school just had her jewelry shop opening and with the pictures that was uploaded, it is huge. Now this is a girl that was branded as a 'blockhead' in our set. Surprisingly after school, she suddenly becomes a big girl with a good job while I that was seen as smart and intelligent in the class is still jobless and wearing my 'good girl' badge with nothing tangible to show for it.

Is it actually worth it to not follow the 'trend'  and stay a good girl, hoping and believing that God will make a way where there is no visible road? This still does not make sense to me.